Faithful Story..

Lepas balik dr kerja aku terase mcmnak ke gym(dah lame tinggal) nak g swimming pun ade(tp xde kawan). akhirnyer aku kuatkan semangat untuk ke gym gak untuk melepaskan peluh2 jantan aku ni yg dah lame terpelihara..best sgt.. takde org aku bleh main sume alat yg disediakan... mak aihh.. baru naik tredmill aku dah cungap2 mungkin aku ecited giler kot... sampai pening2 nak muntah pun ade.. lawak gile.. pastu aku cool down angkat dumbell sket.. sit up sket..pastu main basikal..dah 1/2 jam aku excercise dan keletihan dan kepenatan..
Kebetulan dpt sms dr iela..awak kat mane?jom kuar minum nak? (ni kire kali kedua la aku kuar minum ngan die)..ok je jom.. sy amik awak kat dpn umah ok..
...bersembang dengan iela...
dpt juga aku meluahkan perasaan stress keje aku.. atleast ade org nak dengar...
tp iela pun ade gak meluahkan kisah2 lame die. yang penting die ckp die terlalu suke kat aku.. sampai dah cite bab2 kawin.. tapi aku try untuk avoid it. bukan aku tak nak.. tp aku masih tak puas nak have fun ngan kengkawan...(sementara mude n tak terikat aper2 kan).
But one thing aku suke kat die sebab die ni matured sket dlm percakapan n pemikiran. some more die ni kire ade ciri2 wanita yg aku nak la.. sopan santun n kire tahap ugama die tinggi jugak la.. atleast boleh membimbing and mengajak aku kearah yang betul.. tapi tu la.. die cpt sgt flert la..aku takut nak bagi harapan yg tinggi..aku dah ckp kt die aku kalo nak kawin pun atleast umur 26-28.die kat die leh tunggu..uyyyoo...oh ok..kite kawan2 dulu then let the time will decide..
Jam dah pukul 11.00pm.. aku pun baru balik dr gym n rase letih bangat..dah la bau peluh lak tu.. tp iela ckp takde la.. mane ade bau.. ok jer.(kalo dah suke tu busuk pun jadi wangi..hehe). ok la iela sy hantar awak balik ok.. esok sy nak keje kene bangun pagi..
..sampai kat depan umah die..dlm kete nih.
Iela rase mcm tak nak turun je.. suke tgk senyuman manis awak.. walawei... cair aku.. aku pun malu tersipu2 hahaha..tapi die gabus honest and tak segannak ckp aper2. tu yg aku suke... ok la iela nnti hari khamis kite kuar minum lagi okey..eh hari jumat iela nak balik kedah.. naik bas kat pudu kul 11 mlm..Ok la tu sy pun akan balik ampang jumaat mlm..leh sy hantarkan iela kat pudu.. tak nyusahkan awak ke? its ok ondaway kan..nnti jumaat sy call awak confirmkan ok..
bye g.nite..
SMS dr iela....
g.nite take care ok.. sy akan rindukan senyuman awak..rindu kat awak...rehat cukup ok..

Thanks to iela yg banyak melayan dan mengembirakan hari hari aku dengn sms yg indah2 (tak tau la baru2 kan..). tp aku mmg suke kat die..cume aku tak nak lebih2 takut nnti aku cepat bosan dan menghancurkan hati iela.. thanks iela..

To0 Crazy!!

Owesome!!! im back lastly... since over sunday evening i felt so lonely and hard for me to breath just because cannot reached someone..i feel so dumb really dont know how to express it. like im dying on that day.. try to forget everything and think phositive but its still doesn't work. at last i call all my frens at ampang and gether at ampang point to release my strees and feeling. luckly its work. perhaps its only at that time..and come again when i drove back to Rewang..
reached at rawang hse take a bath and everything prepare to sleep but still cannot. hard to breath again think over and over again. stupid la u zack...never felt this before.
i cannot stand with this feeling la bro..going work still progressing in my mind..
uncertainty very bz start on tuesday.. oh forget before that on monday night i felt not very well still hard to breat like i have an athma, heart attack and everything.. straight to see the doctor(my panel thats why easy to go..) but then check on blood presure and kardiovscular everything all are ok.only stress that i've been facing. the funny is doctor gave me gastric medication.. thats f**ck!! im not gastric at all.. but okla no need to pay just take it..

ok so i feel so tenenth and so calm because its only stress and not others desease attacked. thanks god..

so the fucking feeling heal slowly due to so many and a lot of work burden me at office. need to setle the shift shock problem la..test drive with customers la..and SIRION(myvi export to Indon) problem need to rectify and countermeasure.arghh..so tired but its nice i can forget and let the feeling and image go.. poor me..
Tonight, i got a miss call from number of unknown..not bothers that miscall. then sms form the same unknown number. Here some of the smses recorded:

Unknown no.: Askm..sorry mengangu awak..nape msg x balas.
Zack: salam..i dont like ppl made so many misscall and i felt its so disturbing me.thats it.kalo bg msg proper sket or call.got it?
Unknown no:Im so sorry coz mnganggu.. i ikhlas nak kenal ngan u. tp kalo i menggangu its okey. Zack: No its ok.. but i need to know whos this and please intro ur self.
Unknown no.: Ok.thanks a lot.. dpt jawapan sebegitu dr awk cukup wa hati sy senang.maafkan saya buat awak stress.
Unknown no.:sy Iela. dpt no awak dr member sya.first tgk awak semalam kat klinik trgerak hati nak kenal awk.e2pun kalo awk sudi.kalo x sy pun tak paksa.
Iela: ok take care nanti kalo free kite jmpa ok..
**actually there are a lot of smses and call with Iela..all this make me so happy..

So suprise.. i think on that time i went to that clinic im so messy and unenergetic.how come someone can see me and like me with that image.. huh.. so weired. hahha..
next week im going to meet Iela and take her out for dinner.I dont know this gurl never notice her face and i dont know bout herself..let see what happen next week ok after i meet this gurl.. :)
so my life now become happy and happy coz i got someone to talk and care about me..

will be continued...

Attribute to "someone"

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

No Promises..

Hey baby when we are together (w/out others people)... doing something that we felt love to.everytime that we need each others we always felt like in heaven..we always felt so high..i really don't want to let u go babe, i just need u to know that how im feel.i wouldn't and couldn't run away.. baby u are the one i need to night but there is no promises.Now, i need to hold u tight and wanna dying in ur arm and ur hugs..
I don't wanna run away and i will stay forever with you..i don't wanna be alone.. no promises from u babe.I always remember when we are in my car we like to hear a song so call "No Promises"...

Balik Kampung!! yeahh!!

Assalamualaikum....

Arini aku tak sabar nak menulis blog yg pertama setelah dirangsangkan oleh kawan baru aku nih... skang ni kat steven corner tgh lepak mkn smbil surfing katernyer..

Nak dimulakan ceritanye, aku ni terlalu syok giler n gembire sekali setelah sekian lama balik kg baru dpt jmpa kawan2 yg sekepala ngan aku.Kawan2 yg aku maksudkan adalah seperti senarai berikut.
i-Fendi
ii-Aidit
iii-Fahmi
iv-Nazri
Maka bermulalah pelrepetan(melepet) kat bandar melaka itew..sehari suntuk la ktrg lepak kat mahkota parade, mega mall(baru buka) dan serata2nyer.. belah malam pulak lepak makan2(padahal siang tadi punye la bnyak transit lepak makan). tapi sentap dorang nak balik baru pukul 9 lebih mase tuh.. huh..

Takpe, on the next day ktrg kuar lagi.. kali ni Aidit introduce kawan die mase lepak kat mane ntah lupe(padalhal xtau) name die Bad(bukan name sebenar.. aku tau) ruper2nyer dir ni budak ampang gak cume balik kg melaka mcm aku.. so lagi la best ade kawan se geng..kali ni best ktrg lepak dr pagi smpai ke pagi( pagi tu kul 12pm smpai 5.30 am).. mlm tu kejutan budaya aku ngan si Bad kat taman PLUs..friendly nk mmpos org2 melake nih..

So ni dah kat KL dah.. balik je dr kg terus lepak ngan Bad kat Pandan indah..pastu kawan Bad (si Fay=Souja) ajak lepak kat Bora2 Ombak lak..smpai kul 1.30 kene halau sebab nak tutup dah.. pastu round2 la kat tmpat2 yg menarik ala2 cuti2 Malaysia(kire aku la tourist guide nyer..)Suke tak Fay? hehehe... balik kul 4 pg pastu kete si Fay ni kene blok lak kat Bora2 tu.. trpakse la aku nagn si Bad keliling mencari pakguard..nasib baik ade.. tapi kene pau Rm5(huh.. pastu pakgad tu ade hati nak beli kete Myvi dengan 0% donpayment tp nak monthly murah.. yuks!!!#€)

Pastu arini pegi lepak ngan Anip(baru abis paper la katekan..) nakmakan tomyah kak Mah katernyer kat Kg.Baru tu.. pegi2 tutup..sedehh.. makan je ape yg ade kt Kg. Baru tuh..
pastu memandangkan esok si Bad ni keje(aku cuti seminggu) balik la awal.. tp lepas hantar Bad aku lepak kat steven corner ni surfing sebab aku tak ngantuk dan xkeje keesokan harinyer..

Ok cukup la setakut tu dulu.. nnti aku ade mase aku update blog ni lagi.. C ya!! Adios@@@@@@@@@@